Heard a song...part of it goes like this...
"Standing still but still moving
Lying down but not resting
Breathing air, suffocating
All the while, I'm debating
Life was never what I thought
Never what I wanted it to be
Had a plan, couldn't follow
Had a dream, it was hollow
Everywhere felt like nowhere
Everything was so boring
Life was never what I wanted
Never what I thought
Restless ways for a living
Fitting in 'cause I was driven
Saying yes when I meant no
Holding on, should've let go
I was scattered all around
Left shattered on the ground
You picked me up
All I wanted was a little bit of hope
Couldn't find it"
Ever experience something like that in your life before...when everything seem so bleak..everything seem so wrong...everything just aint the same anymore...All that you had wanted outta life...you'r outta reach...
Sometimes do you feel that life is no longer in your control?
Sometimes you ever wonder do you think too much?Do you over-analyse matters?Greying things that are actually black and white?Blunting things that are very clear cut?
Sometimes do you wonder why cant we try every route of life like how we would try things for size in the fitting room, if it doesnt fit, try again...we wont be penalised or forced to buy it until we get the right one?
Sometimes do you picture yourself like Jim Carey in the Trueman show, like we'r acting our life out...and we'r so desperate to change whatever's in the script.
Sometimes do you feel as though you haf loads in your mind...you wana communicate and tell people things...but nothing comes out after opening your mouth...
Sometimes...would you pray to live the life of a blessed man... with no time or energy to worry or think about anything?
Sometimes....I think I'm just mad...
Sometimes...just ignore me...
